A merchant calculates the debit and credit at the end of a week
or month or year and draws up the balance sheet, to arrive at one
figure - his earnings. So too, in this business of life,
everything ends in some bit of net earnings, all the giving and
taking concludes. At the very end of life, it is the small
quantity that will come into the memory. Those experiences that
persist to the very last moment, the two or three that well up
into consciousness when one recalls all that has happened in life,
these are the real sustainers, the genuine achievements.
This does not mean that all other acts and all other
experiences have been a waste. Forgetting them means only that
their work has been accomplished and their value realized.
When business is done with thousands of rupees, one's heart
freezes if a loss of a few thousands is sustained; the heart leaps
in joy, when a few thousands are gained. Such is the story of the
business of life. If at the point of death, one yearns to cater to
the tongue, it is proof that throughout life the tongue has to be
the master. If at the point of death, the woman remembers the
child and seeks to fondle it, the Samskara of child-love has been
predominant, all through life. It proves that all other
experiences have been thrown into oblivion.
Thus, of the Samskaras of life, some one or other, stronger
than the rest, stand out to the last. Life is like that; this has
to be learnt. The net result of all this living and toiling is
that which comes to memory at the last moment of life. Therefore,
direct the entire current of life towards the acquisition of that
Samskara which you feel best for the last moment. Fix your
attention upon it, day and night. The feeling that dominates the
moment of death works with great force in the coming life. This
truth must guide man for the journey of this life too, for
Samskaras are the wherewithal for this journey, as well as for the
journey after this.
Therefore, from tomorrow, keep always before the eye of memory,
death which is inevitable, and engage yourself in the journey of
life, with good wishes for all, with strict adherence to truth,
seeking always the company of the good, and with the mind always
fixed on the Lord. Live, avoiding evil deeds, and hateful and
harmful thoughts, and do not get attached to the world. If you
live thus, your last moment will be pure, sweet and blessed.
Disciplined striving throughout life is needed to ensure this
consummation. The mind has to be turned over to good samskaras.
Everyone must examine himself rigorously and spot out his defects
and struggle to correct them. When man realises his own defects
and uncovers them, it is like being reborn. He then starts anew,
from a new boyhood. This is the genuine moment of awakening.
Life is eternally stalked by Death. But, yet, man does not
tolerate the very mention of the word "Death". It is deemed
inauspicious to hear that word, though, however insufferable the
word, every living thing is every moment proceeding nearer and
nearer that event. Intent on a journey and having purchased a
ticket for the same, if you enter a train, whether you sit quiet
or lie down or read or meditate, the train takes you willy-nilly
to the destination. So too, each living thing has at birth
received a ticket to Death and has come on a journey; so, whatever
your struggles and safeguards and precautions, the Place has to be
reached some day. Whatever is uncertain, Death is certain. It is
impossible to change that Law.
Man has taught the eye, the ear and the tongue, the luxury of
constant novelty; now, he has to teach them the opposite
tendencies. The mind has to be turned towards the good; the
activities of every minute have to be examined from that
standpoint. Each such deed is the stroke of a chisel, by which the
rock of human personality is being shaped. A wrong stroke may
spoil and disfigure the rock. Therefore even the tiniest of acts
has to be done with great care and devotion.
For a drowning man, even a reed is some support. So too, to a
person struggling in the Sea of Samsara, a few good words spoken
by some one might be of great help. No good deed can go waste; no,
not even a bad deed, for, that too has its consequence. So, strive
to avoid the slightest trace of evil activity; keep your eyes
pure, fill your ears with the words of God and the stories of
Godly Deeds, do not allow them to listen to calumny. Use the
tongue for uttering good words and kind and true words. Let it
always remind you of God. Such constant effort must grant you
victory. It is to earn these holy Samskaras that one has to
maintain the flow of high thoughts and feelings, uninterrupted.
The hands should be used to perform good deeds. Have the Lord's
name within, and the practice of Swadharma without. With the hand
busy with Seva, let your mind be engrossed in all this - there is
no harm. When the rains pour on the mountain peaks and the water
hurries down the sides, no river emerges therefrom. When however
the waters flow in a single direction, first a brook, then a
stream, then a torrent, and finally, a flooded river is formed,
and the rains reach the sea. Water that runs in one direction
reaches the sea; water flowing in four directions gets dissipated
and lost. Samskaras are of this type. Of what use are they, if
they merely come and go, this way today and that way, the next?
The holy stream of good samskaras must flow full and steady along
the fields of holy thoughts and finally abide in the great Ocean
of Bliss at the moment of Death. Worthy indeed is he who reaches
such a Goal.
Twenty hammer-strokes might not succeed in breaking a stone;
the twenty-first stroke might break it. But, does this mean that
the twenty blows were of no avail? No. Each of those twenty
strokes contributed its share to the final success; the final
result was the cumulative effect of all the twenty-one. So too,
the mind is engaged in a struggle with the world, both internal
and external. Needless to say success might not always be your
lot. But man can attain ever-lasting bliss by getting immersed in
good works and by saturating the mind with the love of God. Infuse
every moment of life with that love. Then evil tendencies dare not
hamper the path. Since his mind ever dwells with the Lord, he will
be drawn automatically towards good deeds only. The object of all
Sadhana is the destruction of the mind and some day, some one good
deed will succeed in destroying it, just as the twenty-first blow
broke the stone. For this triumph, all the good deeds done in the
past have contributed; each little thing counts; no good deed is a
waste.
While struggling in the spiritual field, you should take
Parameswara Himself as your protector. To instill courage in the
child, the mother persuades it to walk a few steps and turn about,
but she will not allow it to loose balance, she hurries from
behind it and catches it ere it falls. Ishwara too has His Eyes
fixed on the Jivi. He has in his hand the string of the kite which
is man; sometimes, he may give it a pull, sometimes, he may loosen
the hold; but whatever He does, be confident and carefree, for it
is He that holds the string. That faith ever present, that feeling
hardening into a Samskara, will fill you with Premarasa.
The string is the bond of Love and Grace. The kite or Jivi is
thus bound to Ishwara. You must do and earn auspicious Samskaras
in order that the bond of Love and Grace may exist and get
tightened.
The Samskaras make or mar the Jivi; they are the steps which
take all Jivis to the goal. Samskaras make the Jivi wade through
loss and grief. Through good Samskaras alone can man attain the
Lord. So, every Jivi has to be wholly engaged in Sathkarma.
Sathkarma is the authentic Puja. It is the best form of
remembering the Lord. It is the highest Bhajan. It spreads love,
without distinction and difference. It is service done as the duty
of the Jivi.
Be engaged in such Karmas. Revel uninterruptedly in the thought
of the Lord. This is the royal road to the goal you have to reach.