Man creates and developes in himself an abounding variety of
selfish habits and attitudes and he gives rise to great discontent
for himself. The impulse for all this comes from the power
complex, the greed for accumulating authority, domination and
power, the greed for things which can never be eternal and full.
In fact, it is impossible for man to attain them, up to the level
of satiation. Omnipotence belongs to Sarveswara, the Lord of All.
A person might feel elated that he has become the master of all
arts, or owner of all wealth, or possessor of all knowledge or
repository of all the Sastras, but from whom did he acquire all
these? That source must indeed be greater. He might even claim
that he earned all this through his own efforts, his labour and
his toil. But surely someone gives it to him, in some form or
other. This he cannot gainsay. The source from which all authority
and all power originate is Sarveswara. Ignoring that omnipotence,
to delude one-self that the little power one has acquired is one's
own, this indeed is egoism, conceit, pride, Ahamkara.
If a person is a genuine vehicle of power, he can be recognized
by the characteristics of truth, kindness, love, patience,
forbearance and gratefulness. Wherever these reside, Ahamkara
cannot subsist, it has no place. Seek, therefore, to develop
these.
The effulgence of the Atma is obscured by Ahamkara. Therefore
when Ahamkara is destroyed, all troubles end, all discontents
vanish and Bliss is attained. As the sun is obscured by mist, the
feeling of Ahamkara hides Eternal Bliss. Even if the eyes are
open, a piece of cloth or cardboard can prevent the vision from
functioning effectively and usefully. So, too, the screen of
selfishness prevents man from seeing God, who is, in fact, nearer
to him than anything else. Many an aspirant and recluse, many a
sadhaka and sanyasi has allowed all excellences won by long years
of struggle and sacrifice to slip away through this attachment to
the self. For, power without the bliss of God-realisation is a
wall without a basement. Mere punditry is of no use at all; the
Vedas, the Upanishads and the Sastras are doctrines for living out
in daily practice. Whatever the wealth of words, whatever the
standard of scholarship, it is all a colossal waste. To bring the
teachings of the Vedas, Upanishads and the Sastras into one's
actual life one has to scotch the feeling, "I know," and open
one's eyes to the real Essence and Introspect on it. Then, one can
attain Bliss without fail.
The Panchanga might indicate that ten units of rain will fall,
but even if the calendar is folded ten times and squeezed not even
a drop of rain can be extracted. The purpose of the calendar is
not to give rain but only to give information about rain and its
quantity. Its pages do not contain the ten units of rain. Rain is
in the clouds above. So, too, the Sastras can give only
information about doctrines, axioms, rules, regulations and
duties. The sublime characteristics of the Vedas and the
Upanishads and Sastras are that they give instruction in the
methods of attaining peace and liberation. But they are not
saturated with these essences of Bliss, so that one can collect
them by squeezing the texts. One has to discover the path, the
direction and the goal as described in them; one has to tread the
path, follow the direction, and reach the goal. If, however, the
I-consciousness produces the pride, 'I know all', a fall is
inevitable; the delusion causes death. The secret of salvation
lies in the realisation of this danger; rebirth is inevitable, if
this danger is not averted.
Aware of all this, if you get immersed in spiritual practice,
the world and its worries will not affect you. It is only when you
are far from this truth, that you suffer, feel pain and experience
travail. At a distance from the bazaar, one hears only a huge
indistinct uproar. But, as we approach it and walk into it, one
can clearly distinguish the separate bargainings. So too, until
the reality of Paramatma is known, you are over-powered and
stunned by the uproar of the world but once you enter deep into
the realm of spiritual endeavour, everything becomes clear and the
knowledge of the reality awakens within you. Until then you will
be caught up in the meaningless noise of argumentation,
disputation and exhibitionist flamboyance.