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Sai Pearls of Wisdom - 15
February 12, 2003
Professor Anil Kumar has presented
this talk as an extra satsang. He has selected important messages
Baba has imparted to the students gathered around Him during the
afternoon sessions on the verandah at Prashanti Nilayam. These
talks will continue.
ANIL KUMAR'S SATSANG:
BABA'S CONVERSATIONS WITH STUDENTS
“Sai Pearls of Wisdom”
Part 15
February 12th, 2003
OM… OM… OM…
Sai Ram!
With Pranams at the Lotus Feet of Bhagavan and Greetings to all of
you!
Vidhayaka karma and Karthavya karma
Today’s talk is a continuation of what Bhagavan said about karma
or action. We covered part of this topic yesterday and we’ll go
over the remainder today. ‘Karma’ in English can be interpreted as
‘action’. Karma also means ‘consequences of action’. As already
mentioned, karma relates to three periods of time: past, present
and future. Today we will review the light that Swami shed on this
subject of karma.
I asked, “Swami, people speak of ‘vidhayaka karma’ and ‘karthavya
karma’. What is the difference between these two?”
For your information, ‘vidhayaka karma’ is the prescribed
obligations passed on to us from generation to generation and
‘karthavya karma’ is the duty we are expected to discharge.
I asked Swami, “What is the difference between vidhayaka karma,
the obligations, and karthavya karma, the duties?”
Swami replied, “Vidhayaka karma or the obligations, which are
passed on to us from generation to generation, are left to your
option. You can even postpone them such as you do with rituals of
worship. These are the things that are passed on to us by way of
tradition. They are engrained in our culture. Every country has
its own culture. This duty, this action based on the culture of
the land, is called ‘vidhayaka karma’. On the other hand,
‘karthavya karma’ is the duty which one necessarily has to
perform.”
A Beautiful Example
Then Bhagavan gave a beautiful example to drive home this point:
“Suppose you arranged a get-together at your home and you invited
everybody. Unfortunately, the evening of the party, you came down
with a very high temperature. Within an hour, people were due to
arrive, and you had a temperature. What would you do? Immediately,
you would pick up your telephone, call them and convey your
apologies: “I'm so sorry. I'm down with a very high fever. Pardon
me for this inconvenience. We’ll meet later.” Wouldn’t you say
that? You would postpone your commitment, appointment or
engagement, because there is the possibility to postpone it. When
there is some choice, it is called vidhayaka karma.”
Regarding karthavya karma, the duty, Bhagavan gave another
example: “Suppose an inspection was happening in your office.
Again, on that day, you have a fever. All superior officers have
come to check the records and you are down with a fever. What will
you do? You can't request of the officers, “Would you please come
tomorrow?” No. You also can’t cancel it. What can you do?
Immediately, you will go to your doctor and get an injection. You
will see to it that you attend to your duty, because you cannot
cancel it; you cannot postpone it.”
This is what Swami says about karthavya karma. It is what a person
must do. It’s things that we have to attend to.
Actions from Previous Lives
Then I asked, “Swami?”
“Yes, what? Go on.”
“Swami, people say that one experiences the consequences from a
previous life now. In the past, in a previous life, I did some
actions and today I'm facing the consequences. What do You have to
say about this?”
I did not know what mood Bhagavan was in. Immediately He turned to
me and said, “You fellow, you do not know what you have eaten ten
days ago. You don’t remember what you have eaten for lunch three
days ago. How can you remember your actions from a previous life?
Why do you worry about it? Forget about it! Take care of the
present, that is enough.”
Vritti Dharma
I see. “Swami…”
“Ah, what? Is there still some doubt?”
“Yes, Swami, please.”
“Yes, what is it?”
“Swami, would You please explain to me ‘Vritti Dharma,’ or
‘professional duties’. Would You please say one or two points
about this?”
Bhagavan said, “Professional duties are never constant. When you
change your profession, your duties also change.”
As a lecturer, I have the duty to teach. Tomorrow I might start a
business; I could not teach there. I would have to run the
business. So professional duties change. ‘Vritti’ means profession
and professions change. When your profession changes, naturally
your duties also change. That’s what Bhagavan has said.
It is Not a Balance Sheet!
“Swami, a small doubt.”
“What is it?”
“Bhagavan, please do not misunderstand. My question is this: If I
do ten good actions and five bad actions, then should I be
punished for only five, not ten, because ten minus five is five?
Correct?” (Laughter)
Swami laughed and said, “It is not a balance sheet! (Laughter)
There is no accounting as such. You will receive all the good for
your good actions and you will receive all the bad for your wrong
actions. There’s nothing like credits or debits. (Laughter)
There's nothing like that; there are no exceptions.”
“Oh Bhagavan, is that so? Would You please give one example?”
Bhagavan explained: “Suppose you have ten seeds from fruit-bearing
trees and ten seeds from thorny bushes -- twenty seeds altogether.
If you spread them on the ground, ten of the seeds will grow into
fruit-bearing trees and the other ten will grow into thorny
bushes. There’s no question of credit or debit, no question of
clash. As is the seed, so is the tree. You should understand that
life isn’t anything like accounts.”
Nothing Like a ‘No Objection Certificate’
“Swami, I know. It is very painful to hear that I will have to
suffer, but what can I do? It is very difficult to be pakka (good)
all the time. I am a human being, what to do? Sometimes it
happens. I have a small doubt.”
“What is it?”
“Swami, people say that if I offer a few coconuts in the temple or
if I offer my hair to God in Tirupathi, then it seems I would be
given a ‘No-Objection Certificate’ - NOC. (Laughter) It is said
that I’d be given a clean slate. By offering ten coconuts,
everything would be cleared. (Laughter) Swami, what do You say
about that?”
He said, “From My point of view, these actions will only give you
a narrow and low level of satisfaction. They cannot nullify or
give you any sort of exemption. They cannot cancel the
consequences of your actions.”
“Swami, I'm sorry to disturb You. In Hindu philosophy, there are
priests. If I pay them some money, they will do an abhishekam.”
You know abhishekam - sprinkling of holy water on a Shiva lingam.
“If I pay them money, they will worship Gayathri Matha and do some
puja. Swami, if I have religious rituals or abhishekam done by the
priest, then will I be freed from all my sins?”
Swami said, “It will never happen. (Laughter) It will never
happen!”
“Swami, what? Why?”
Bhagavan laughed and said, “Suppose your child, whom you love very
much, fractures his leg. Can you wear the bandage on behalf of the
child? Also, your son loves you very much, but can he eat on your
behalf? No! For your hunger, you have to eat. For your thirst, you
have to drink. For your child’s fracture, he must wear the
bandage. There’s nothing like ‘delegation of powers’, where
priests do rituals to give you a ‘No Objection Certificate.’
There’s nothing like that.”
A Great Sage and a Deserving Disciple
“Swami…”
“Yes?”
“In the Bhagavatam (scriptures), it is said there was a sage named
Suka, who helped a king named Parikshit. Every day, Suka gave a
discourse to King Parikshit and at the end, Parikshit attained
liberation or moksha. Swami, can You say something about it?”
He said, “Suka was a great sage, a Brahmajnani, an all-knowing
person, a selfless man of deep penance. He was able to have a
deserving disciple like Parikshit, and thereby Parikshit attained
liberation. You may go to a priest, but you are undeserving. You
may go to a teacher. The teacher may be great, but you, as a
disciple, may be undeserving. You may not deserve the Grace of a
teacher. Therefore, that case was different: it was a combination
of an ideal guru and an ideal disciple.”
Then He gave an example from the Ramayana. I don’t know how many
of you have heard this story. It seems that because of her
disobedience, a woman named Ahalya was cursed. In the forest, she
was turned into stone and had to lie there on the ground. She was
told that when Rama walked along the path and stepped on her stone
form, the touch of His feet would bring her back to life.
Swami commented, “If there is a person like Ahalya and also one of
the standard and capacity of Sri Rama, only then is it possible.
However, this is not the case for everybody.”
Wherever there is a Problem, there is a Solution
“Swami, it’s all right. I don’t want to trouble You. You are not
going to give me any kind of exemption. (Laughter) You are not
going to cut short the consequences of my wrong actions. You said
there is no balance sheet and accounts. Further, You went on to
say that I must face the consequences and that I have no
alternative. I can only ask this question, Bhagavan.”
Swami said, “What is it?”
“Is there any solution to this problem?”
“What is the problem?”
“That one has to face the consequences of one’s own actions? We
all commit so many mistakes in life. Nobody is foolproof. Can I
not atone for my sins? Atonement is a way of getting rid of the
sins. Swami, what is the solution?”
Bhagavan replied, “Wherever there is a problem, there is a
solution.” Slowly and compassionately, the Lord was descending
down. (Laughter) Very good! “Wherever there is a problem, there is
a solution. When diabetes is a problem, insulin is the solution.
Some medicines, proper foods and daily exercise are the solution
to diabetes or a sugar problem. Similarly, there will be a
solution to your sins - a sort of regret, repentance and a promise
that one will not repeat them again. Constant prayers may lead to
a solution to the problem and help a person to atone for his
sins.”
Is Karma Affected by the Surrounding Influences?
“Swami, is action, karma, affected by the surrounding influences?”
My point was to find an escape! (Laughter)
He said, “You must suffer, you must suffer!”
I wanted to say, “I don’t want to suffer. I want to find some way
that I don’t have to suffer.” It is similar to the way that we try
to avoid income taxes -- we try to find so many methods to escape
paying them. Perhaps I can justify my wrong actions by saying,
“I'm affected by the surroundings. The surroundings made me do
these bad things; otherwise, I'm a pakka saint. (Laughter) So
curse the surroundings, not me.”
Then Baba said, “No, no nothing doing! The times and the
surroundings will not have any affect on your karma or the
consequences of your actions.”
Next, Baba said, “Why do you ask so many questions? (Laughter)
Every fellow knows whether what he is doing is correct or wrong,
whether it is sin or not. Every fellow knows it.”
Bhagavan gave an example: “When a car stops, an indicator will
indicate that the car has stopped.”
Well, I have no car, so I don’t know the mechanism of a car!
“Similarly, the mind will indicate when anyone commits any action,
good or bad. A man will come to know whether it is a good action
or bad action all by himself.”
Will a Sin affect only Me or My whole Family?
“Swami, another question.”
“Hmm, what is that question?”
“Suppose that I commit a sin or make a mistake. Will it affect
only me, or my whole family? For that matter, might it affect my
whole linage, my whole pedigree and future generations too?”
Bhagavan said, “No. One person will not be the cause for the
decline and the fall of the whole lot of people belonging to that
family. No.”
“Is that so, Swami? May I ask another small question?”
“Yes.”
“Was not Ravana responsible for the destruction of all the
inhabitants of Lanka? Because of Ravana’s actions, all his
brothers and all his children - everybody died in the war. Is this
not correct, Swami? You say now that one man cannot be responsible
for all this. Please explain.”
It’s a question of trying to catch or bring out the Truth.
Bhagavan is very clear about it. There’s no question of mincing
matters, however I might try to get out of this. But He will never
allow us to get out of it. We are something like a trapped rat. It
cannot get out of its trap.
Then Swami said, “Oh-ho, I see. No! All the brothers and the
children of Ravana played their role in the wicked act of
abducting Sita. His brother Vibhishana disagreed with him, and was
he not saved? If Ravana was responsible for the destruction of the
whole family, then Vibhishana would also have been destroyed. But
Vibhishana was not destroyed. Why? He deferred and came out. Only
the rest of the people were ruined, because they had their own
role in those evil deeds.”
Will I be Free from the Consequences of these Sins?
“Oh, Swami, You’re always correct! Bhagavan, it is said that when
seeds are fried or heated, when the outer husk or covering is
removed, that the seed will not germinate. Is it true?”
“Yes! Paddy (rice in the husk) has the husk around it. When you
sow it with the husk, it will grow into plants. But if you plant
the rice without the husk, it will never grow.”
I think you know that. (You have rice in Russia, but you don’t eat
rice, am I correct? (Laughter) You eat potatoes and you mix them
with different vegetables, right? Oh, you can serve me when I come
there! (Laughter) Yes, I'm praying for an opportunity to come
there, but not for potatoes, of course. (Laughter) I will bring my
own spicy, hot pickles with me, my own stuff.)
“Swami, please explain! Suppose all of my sins and the
consequences of my evil deeds are burnt, will I not be free from
the consequences of those sins?”
He said, “Oh, how are you going to burn them? (Laughter) Are you
going to use a gas stove? No! You have to burn them in the fire of
jnana or wisdom. So, you have to fry them. All your actions, the
sins, must be burnt in the fire of wisdom. Then you don't have to
face the consequences of your actions. That’s the only way.”
Karma, Marma, Dharma, Brahma
“Oh I see, Swami. So, can I go straight for wisdom, without
action? Why action, and then wisdom? Why not go straight for
wisdom?”
He said, “It’s not possible. First, action or karma is necessary.
This will give you the experience of the karma, the awareness of
the karma in the form of jnana or wisdom.”
Finally, Swami mentioned these points, full of poetry and
alliterations:
Karmaloni Marma
Marma means ‘secret’. Karmaloni marma means the ‘secret of action’
or ‘the significance of action’. Am I clear? Marmaloni Dharma
means the secret of Dharma, the code, the conduct, will take you
to Brahma, the Divine.
These are the four words He used: Karma – action: One should know
the marma, the secret of it, which happens to be the Dharma, the
righteousness, which will help you to experience Brahma, the
Divine Himself. Karma, marma, Dharma, and Brahma - see how
beautiful it is!
I'm writing What You’re Telling
Then music started. It was time for Bhagavan to go into the bhajan
hall. The boys were adjusting their instruments for bhajans.
Swami got up and said, “Oh, I should go. I spent a lot of time
with you. I discussed many, many points. Boys, could you hear Me?
All of you, could you follow Me? I was speaking in a low voice.”
I should have kept quiet, but it’s not in my nature to keep quiet.
What did I do? (Laughter) I said, “Swami, I'm writing down
everything that You’re saying and I will explain it to everybody.”
“Oh-ho, when are you going to write? When are you going to make a
fair copy? When are you going to edit and when are you going to
tell those people? When people are hungry on Wednesday - right
now, you want them to wait and invite them for dinner on Sunday!
When they are hungry, you should serve the food. When they really
want to know, you should tell them now. What is the fun of saying,
‘I will tell you tomorrow.’” Everybody laughed and laughed. That
ended the day’s session.
The Whole Lot of Baba’s Conversations
My friends, with that we have completed two episodes from the
month of July 2001. As I said already, the months of all these
happenings correlate to the Telugu edition of the Sanathana
Sarathi, which published these articles. The Telugu-speaking
people will be able to understand that they have already seen
these stories there.
So you can understand better, all of these talks could not be
published from A to Z (in the Telugu edition of the Sanathana
Sarathi). They could not allot so many pages to me. As Bhagavan’s
discourses were there, along with many other writers’ articles,
they could not allot the whole magazine to me. So, at the most,
they printed just three or four pages of material each edition.
They were not able to cover all that was given. But those of you
here have the advantage of getting the whole lot of conversations,
without omission, without commission, without censorship -
everything, right!
November 2001
Now let’s move on to some of the points covered during the month
of November 2001.
Time Factor
In November 2001, one evening as usual after interviews, Bhagavan
came out and talked with us. He stood in front of us and spent an
hour and a half conversing with us. Really, we were extremely
happy.
Immediately after that session, many people surrounded me. They
asked, “Anil Kumar, would you please give us a print out? Would
you give us the script? What did He say?”
Though doing this is a joyful thing, though it is a delightful
thing, though it is a spiritual duty, time is a factor. I'm still
working as a lecturer in the college and I have to prepare for my
Githa classes. I also have to take care of the publication of my
books and write articles for the Sanathana Sarathi. Besides that,
I talk to different groups of foreigners from different countries,
so time is a factor. If I were given the whole amount of time for
this duty only, well, I would not need anything else in life. I
could go on telling and sharing everything that Swami says.
When people ask me, “Can you give me the paper?” well, what shall
I tell them?
“Sir, I have written only points. Unless I develop it into an
essay, you won’t be able to follow it.”
That evening was almost a spiritual banquet, full of philosophy,
depth and profundity. To the extent that I remember, I will try to
share it with you.
Dehatma, Jivatma and Paramatma
Bhagavan mentioned three words: first - Dehatma, second - Jivatma
and third - Paramatma. Dehatma, Jivatma and Paramatma - the common
factor in all three words is ‘Atma.’ Atma means consciousness,
soul, spirit, Divinity, Brahman or awareness. You may call it any
of these.
Baba went on to explain: “Deha (body) plus Atma (consciousness) is
equal to Dehatma. This means that the body is functioning because
of the Atma, the Spirit. Let us not think it is the body that is
acting. Unless there is Divinity behind it, the hand cannot move
on its own. It’s impossible!”
I cannot talk unless there is Divinity. So, the body is
operational, the body is functional, the body is effective because
of the Atma or the Spirit. Am I clear? So body, Deha, plus Atma is
equal to Dehatma.
Then Bhagavan mentioned the second word. Jiva (the individual)
plus Atma (the soul) is Jivatma, the individual soul. Bhagavan
explained clearly. Earlier in Dehatma, it was only the body. Now
body plus mind, together with Atma, is Jivatma. Am I clear? Body
and mind together with Atma is Jivatma, the individual soul,
whereas Dehatma is limited to the body plus the Atma only.
Now comes the third one, Paramatma. Param is the super,
transcendental, supreme, over-pervading, all-pervasive, universal
consciousness. Swami also said that Paramatma, the universal
consciousness, could be viewed as an eternal witness to all that
happens.
Swami gave one example: “Suppose one man has excruciating pain in
the body. He is given an injection, which puts him into an
unconscious state. This injection only makes it so that he does
not feel the pain, yet his complaint is still there. This means
that the individual soul is at rest. It is unconscious.”
What is Bhrama, Illusion?
“Swami, one doubt.”
“What is it?”
“What is bhrama, illusion? What is not an illusion? Please tell
me. Swami, shall I say that everything I see is an illusion? Shall
I say everything I do is maya? What is it? If I want to have the
same experience again and again, is it also maya or imagination or
bhrama?”
Here comes Swami’s answer: “Everything is bhrama, illusion, that’s
all. Repetitive or not repetitive, everything is illusion.
Everything is your imagination. All your experiences are an
illusion only. Nothing is an eternal Truth, no!”
Waking, Dreaming and Deep-Sleep States
“Swami, is that so? I have some experiences in the waking state. I
have some experiences in my dreams, too. Shall I say they are also
illusion, imagination?”
“Yes. Everything is imagination. The waking state in Sanskrit is
called jagrath. The dreaming state is called swapna. Deep-sleep is
called sushupthi. All the experiences in these three states of
consciousness are an illusion, delusion and imagination. There is
nothing true (real) about them.”
“Swami, I don’t understand what You mean. I want You to give me
one example, so that I will be able to understand better.”
Swami said, “All right. Suppose you are resting on your bed. Your
wife and children are also fast asleep. You have a dream. In that
dream, you went to your native place. In the dream, you also
dreamt that all the members of your family were there. Actually,
you were in Puttaparthi on your bed. Your wife and children were
here, too. However, in your dream, all of you were in your native
place.”
“In the dream, you created yourself and all the members of your
family. All of that experience was only the creation of your mind,
within a dream. So it was an illusion. How could it be true? By
the time you wake up, you’ll understand that you are here on the
bed in Puttaparthi. You may think of New York or Chicago and feel
as if you visited that place, but the body remains in Prashanti
Nilayam. So, all the experiences in either state are only
illusory.”
“Swami, in deep-sleep, sushupthi, is there a mind or not?”
Swami said, “Mind is there, but it is in a passive state. Since it
is in a passive state, it does not create anything.”
Thuriya or Transcendental State
“Swami, I heard there is another state - a fourth state.”
“Oh-ho, a fourth state?”
“Yes, Swami.”
“What is it?”
“The first state is the waking state, jagrath; the second state is
the dreaming state, swapna; and the third state is deep-sleep,
sushupthi. The fourth one is thuriya, the transcendental state.
Thuriya is higher, yes! It is transcendental.”
Immediately, Baba said, “This thuriya, transcendental state, is
true. All the other states are imaginary; they are all illusory;
they are delusive. But this thuriya state is the ultimate and it
is true. It is called the witness. This thuriya, transcendental
state, remains as a witness to all the other three states.”
“Swami, I don’t understand. I don’t understand. Nothing is getting
into my head. Will you please give me one example?”
Bhagavan said, “You are there in the waking state. You are there
in the dreaming state. You are there in the deep-sleep state. You
remain in the fourth state also. You are common in all four
states. Therefore, that is Truth. You are the Truth; you are the
Truth!”
“Swami, You say that thuriya, the ultimate state, is the witness.
How can I know that?”
(As an aside to the audience:) I don’t know to what extent you are
following this serious philosophy. Do you understand it? Please,
tell me frankly. If you want, I can try to supplement it with my
own knowledge. This philosophy is the fundamental crux of Sankara
Vedanta. The Sankara Vedanta is based on avasthathraya, the three
states of consciousness. It is very important. If you understand
this, you can say that you have understood Sankara Adwaitha,
Sankara’s theory of non-dualism.
Let me spend a few minutes on this to be thorough. We have many
people who have not been exposed to this school of philosophy. I'm
not an expert in it. Only Bhagavan’s Grace and Bhagavan’s
discourses help me to explain these things.
Three Scenes in a Drama
Suppose I play a role in a drama - one role in the first scene,
another role in the second scene and yet another role in the third
scene. I am the same man playing all three roles. Let’s say that
the first role is the role of a woman. She is wearing a nice sari
and all that. (Laughter)
(Off the record, one day it happened that Swami started
distributing saris to the Anantapur girls. After He finished, one
sari remained with Him. He said, “Anil Kumar, you want a sari?”
(Laughter)
“Swami, I think not for this lifetime. (Laughter) Not for this
lifetime.”
“Why? Why do you say that?”
Then I thought that I should take another channel. “Swami, if I
wear that sari, I'm more than sure I’ll look more beautiful than
most of the women here.” (Laughter) Oh! Everybody burst into
laughter. Nobody would ever say that. Even if it were true, nobody
would say that!) (Laughter)
In the first scene, I played the role of a woman. In the second
scene, I played the role of a good man. In the third scene, I
played the role of a villain, an idiot. Still, I am the same
person throughout. As a woman, as a hero and as a villain, I am
the same. While playing the role of the woman, I acted like a
woman, in a nice way, walking style and all that. In the role of a
hero, yes, I played that role also. Then in the role of the
villain, I was ferocious. Through all of these roles, I remained
what I am, right? The three roles are different, but I am the
same.
Similarly, the waking state, dreaming state and deep-sleep state
are like the three scenes in which I played different roles. But
the ‘I’ in the fourth state is undisturbed, unperturbed and
unaffected. It is independent. It remains the same and runs
through the other three states.
The ‘I’ (Anil Kumar) is separate, but in the role of a woman, I
have all that is necessary. Still, I am Anil Kumar and only
playing the role of a woman, am I clear? In the second role, the
‘I’ (Anil Kumar) remains and plays the role of a hero. In the
third role, I play the role of the villain. The ‘I’ continues from
role to role. You couldn’t get another Anil Kumar to play the role
of a woman, could you? The ‘I’ continues from role to role and is
only acting in all three scenes.
Similarly, the ‘I’ in the ultimate, fourth state, thuriya, will be
the basis for all the other three states. The ‘I’ runs through
them all, but remains unaffected. Am I clear?
Sankara Adwaitha Philosophy
This is Sankara Adwaitha philosophy, the greatest thought in
Vedanta. You won’t find many that practice this school of
philosophy. Even Hindus find it very difficult to follow. They
find it easier to follow simple paths, such as mythology, fine!
Then Sai devotees are busy with their experience of coming in a
lorry and going to see Baba, very nice. This philosophy is not
that simple. When a person goes deeper into philosophy, he should
have some experience with it. He cannot simply go on and get along
with only stories. Life is not full of stories; life is full of
realities.
So Bhagavan said, “The current is there; yet, it takes a bulb to
give light. The light does not affect the current. The fan is
there, but it is the current that makes the fan revolve. The
breeze does not affect the current. Just as the light or the
breeze does not affect the current, the ‘I’ is not affected by the
experiences of the waking state, the dreaming state and the
deep-sleep state. The ‘I’ continues to be there as an eternal
witness.”
“Swami, thank you so much! How wonderfully You have explained
this! An explanation using electricity, something which we use
daily, is exactly suited to the context and we can follow the
analogy. Thank You, Swami! No one is equal to You in explaining
these subtleties of Vedanta in such a simple way, with suitable
illustrations. You are unparalleled; You are unbeaten.”
What Should I do to be Free from Illusion?
“Swami, one question: To be free from bhrama, illusion, what
should I do? It is there anyway. You say that everything is
illusion. How can I get free of it? How do I get rid of it? What
yoga should I do?” Yoga is spiritual exercise. “What yaga?” Yaga
is spiritual sacrifice. “What should I do - spiritual sacrifice or
spiritual exercise? Yaga or yoga, which should I follow to be free
from bhrama or illusion?”
Swami said, “See that, ah-ha!”
(You may wonder why I say “ah-ha, oh-ho,” and all that. (Laughter)
I will explain. Don’t mistake it. Even while translating, I
sometimes do these things and get heavily reprimanded from
Bhagavan: (Laughter)
“Hey, you’re expected to translate! Why do you say, ‘Ah-ha,
oh-ho?’ (Laughter) Your business is only to translate.”
“Swami, excuse me. I'm not a simple microphone or machine that
translates. I'm not a simple tape recorder. I also appreciate Your
talks. I also drink in the nectar of Your Divine message and I get
lost. In so doing, I say, ‘a-baa!’ “(Laughter)
“But you’re losing time! I'm very fast and you’re saying, ‘a-baa,
ah-ha’, and what’s all this?”
“Ah, sorry, excuse me for it this time.”
So, I think that you will also pardon me for such reasonable,
tolerable omissions and mistakes on my part.)
This is what He said: “No yaga is necessary; spiritual sacrifice
is not necessary. No yoga is necessary; spiritual exercise is not
necessary, no! If you have no raga, that is enough.”
‘Raga’ means attachment. So, yoga and yaga are useless. It is
enough if you don’t have raga, attachment and possessiveness.
Then Swami gave an example of a father and son. Both of them were
very, very great sages par-excellence - Sage Vyasa and his son,
Suka. It seems the son Suka was walking very fast and the father,
Sage Vyasa, was running behind him, pleading with him: “Oh son!
Don’t go. Please stay with us. Oh son, don’t go! Stay with us.”
This young man, the son, Sage Suka, turned back and looked at the
father, Sage Vyasa. He told him, “Look here, from the point of
this body, you are the father and I am your son. But from the
point of Atma, the consciousness, we have no relationship. The
same Atma that is in you is in me also. There’s no relationship in
terms of, in realms of Atma and consciousness.”
“Oh Swami, what a very good example!”
The Panchangam Almanac
Further, Baba said some words about the Panchangam Almanac. I
don’t know how many of you have heard of this. Just to let you
know, Hindus have some superstitious ideas. I'm not criticising
them. Their traditional way of life includes some superstition.
There is something that we call Panchangam. It is an almanac that
tells the auspiciousness of every day. It also tells the timings
when you should do or not do certain things.
I'm not attracted to that branch of science, but my wife has some
knowledge of it. Every day she refers to the Panchangam. Well, I
don’t disturb her and she doesn’t rub her views on me. We’re
living in a democratic way. (Laughter) Somehow, thirty-nine years
of bondage or togetherness have passed. We’ll have a few more
years. That’s all, no problem.
Bhagavan said, “This Panchangam, the almanac, will never make you
free from delusion. No, no, no!”
After all, Panchangam deals with planets, planetary conjunctions
and planetary positions. I think Westerners know this as Mars,
Jupiter and Venus, etc., the English names. Of course, with due
apologies to those who have true faith in it, please excuse me.
Swami said the planets mentioned in the Panchangam, this almanac,
are like walls. Walls separate - they separate one room from
another room. Similarly, like walls, the planets divide and
separate. Just as walls allow you to distinguish one room as the
dining hall and another room as the kitchen, the planets also
divide. Once you remove the walls, the whole thing will be one.
Similarly, your illusion is responsible for this multiplicity,
plurality or diversity.
(I'm using many words, not with the idea of exhibiting my language
skills, but with the hope that I will reach you with one word or
another. That’s my struggle. This is what I always say on Sundays,
too. My constant struggle is to reach you. The points should touch
your heart. To accomplish that, I don’t mind using any number of
words.)
So, the point is that it is illusion which is responsible for this
diversity, complexity and multiplicity.
Can I Discharge My Duties without Attachment?
“Swami, one question.”
“Yes, what is it?”
“Swami, You said that I should not have ragam, attachment. Without
attachment, can I discharge my duties? Can a mother take care of
the baby without attachment? In the classroom, can a teacher teach
without attachment to the students? Can a businessman run the
business without attachment? Please tell me, Swami.”
Immediately came a reply, something like an arrow shot from the
bow, thuk! (Laughter) What did He say?
“Look here! Do anything as your duty, but not with attachment. It
is your duty, that’s all. Do not have attachment. Do your duties
without attachment. That will be fine. That is the prescribed
thing.”
Then Bhagavan said, “Without raga, attachment, if you do it as
your Dharma, duty, it will become yoga, spiritual exercise.”
What a beautiful statement it is, my friends! One may be a
housewife, professor, doctor or an engineer. If we do these duties
without attachment, then those duties become yoga or spiritual
exercise. Our good Lord, what a beautiful message it is! He
doesn’t want us to run away from here, go into the forest, turn
the body upside down and call it yoga class. (Laughter) Hey! It’s
not that, no, no, no!
Who is the Detached One?
“Swami, I want to know who is a viragi. Raga is attachment and
viraga is detachment. Who is viragi, the detached one?”
Baba said, “Are you not seeing viragi right in front of you?” He
is totally detached. “Are you not seeing the detached One in front
of you?”
“Yes!”
“Anil Kumar, do you know what happened to the mother of this body
during the summer classes of 1972?”
“What happened?”
So that year, college students from all over India assembled to
attend the summer classes. Suddenly one day, in the midst of the
summer classes, Easwaramma, the mother of Baba, died. Everybody
expected the classes for that day would be cancelled and that day
would be a holiday. They expected to spend the whole day in
meditation, thinking of the departed soul. Baba said, “Nothing
doing!” All classes went on as per the schedule. That’s all. Why?
“They all came to Me to ask Me to cancel the classes. I said,
‘Nothing doing.’ She’s the mother of this Body, that’s all. I'm
not the Body. I'm not attached to this Body! How can I be attached
to My mother who gave Me this Body? So why do you ask Me to tell
you who is a viragi? Don’t you see Me here?”
Is it also an Illusion?
“Swami, Sri Ramachandra cried and cried because of separation from
Sita.”
You know the story from the Ramayana.
“Was that also illusion? I want to know. Was it also illusion?”
Baba said, “Yes, it was also illusion.”
“Then why did He cry, Swami?”
“No, no! He cried, but He only pretended to have cried. He did not
actually cry.”
What can I say to this? I can't go meet with Rama now and check
the facts with Him. (Laughter) As Swami Himself is Rama, when He
is saying this, who am I to question?
“Swami, please, Hari Om Tat Sat! I don’t follow. Please explain.”
Baba said, “Sita, being abducted by Ravana, was…”
How should I explain this? Ravana abducted another woman. That
woman was similar to Sita, but she was an impersonation or a Maya
Sita. The real Sita was in the fire. The one Ravana took was the
Maya Sita, the Sita of illusion. That’s all. At the end of the
Ramayana, Rama recovered the real Sita from the fire. Therefore,
the so-called crying was only a pretension; even Rama’s tears were
an illusion. That’s what Bhagavan said.
“Then, Swami, is the Mahabharata also an illusion? Ramayana is an
illusion, goodbye! (Laughter) Is the Mahabharata also an
illusion?”
Baba said, “Yes, it is also an illusion.”
That was the day of illusion, that’s all. (Laughter) There’s no
question - full stop. It’s also an illusion.
Baba gave this instance: In those days, it was customary for the
bride to select her husband. Many men would come and she would
choose one. Am I clear? That was called ‘swayamvara’ or
‘self-selection’. It was the selection of the bridegroom by the
bride. This is not the same as the arranged marriages in India,
where the parents do the selecting for the children. It was not
like that. In those days, the bride was free to select.
How did she do it? Not by a photograph and all that. There had to
be a test. In the Ramayana, the test was for the man to lift the
Siva Dhannus (the Bow of Siva). In the Mahabharata, there was one
fish in the pond. All the princes looked at its reflection. While
viewing the fish from the top, they were to hit it down -
something like that. (Draupadi gave a condition for her marriage:
She would only wed the prince who could pierce the eye of the
rotating wooden fish, while looking at its reflection.)
So unless one is a victor, a winner, he’s not eligible to marry
her, the poor chap! The bride would be holding a garland in her
hand, watching to see which fellow would be successful. (Laughter)
Soon after she realised that fellow, ah, come on! She’d go and
garland him.
Now Baba said, “Arjuna came in the guise of a poor Brahmin (when
he sought to wed Draupadi by winning the fish test). He did not
come as a prince, no. He came in the guise of a poor Brahmin.
Draupadi didn’t know that he was really the son of a king.”
“Therefore, whatever Krishna did, it was not illusion. He was only
a director. His actions just appear illusory from our point of
view. Whatever Krishna did was Dharma only and never contrary to
the Dharma of that age. Our illusion may make us mistake Him,
that’s all.”
Was Krishna Partial to the Pandavas?
Then I thought that there’s no point in still arguing. I said,
“Swami, I can't expect more than this from You. Who else will You
support other than Krishna? You being Krishna, naturally You will
support Him! I can understand. So, You are the Truth, and we are
the illusion.” I also said, “Swami, Krishna was partial to the
Pandavas.”
If you read the Mahabharata, you will know that He was very
partial. He did all sorts of politics to see them win the war.
(Laughter) The modern youth won’t accept this view, but our
parents and grandparents will. Our children will say directly,
“Please stop it. Why would Krishna do that? God cannot be partial;
at least He shouldn’t be.”
So I asked, “Swami, Krishna was partial to the Pandavas. Was it
justifiable for God to be like that? Please answer.”
Swami said, “Hey, you seem to be a fool!”
“Of course, I know. I may not seem to be one - I am. (Laughter)
Why all this?”
Baba said, “He may have looked partial; but in Truth, in reality,
Krishna was never partial.”
He continued, “Before the war commenced, Dharmaraja, the eldest of
the Pandavas, came forward and touched the feet of Bhishma. He
said, ‘Oh Grandfather, all these years you have taken care of us.
You have brought us up. We are very grateful to you, Grandfather.
Pardon me for this war. I have to fight in this war. I'm touching
your feet and asking for your permission.’ Do you know what
Bhishma said? ‘Dharmaraja, where there is Dharma, there is going
to be success. I bless you.’“
“Then Dharmaraja went to his teacher, Drona. He touched his feet.
‘Oh Sir, you taught us all this archery. I'm going to fight now. I
want your blessings and permission.’ Drona replied, ‘Look here, my
dear son: Where there is Dharma, there is Krishna. Where there is
Krishna, there is success. Don’t worry. You’ll be successful. Go
with my blessings.’”
“Why do you say that Krishna was partial to them? Drona blessed
them. Bhishma blessed them. They always followed the path of
Dharma. Therefore, in the end, they won the battle.”
Bhagavan continued further, “All the Kauravas died in the battle.
Krishna went to Gandhari, the mother of the Kauravas, to console
her. Gandhari, the mother of the Kauravas, started blaming
Krishna: ‘Oh Lord, are You happy now? You were very partial to the
Pandavas. You are responsible for the death of my sons. Are You
happy? What kind of God are You?’ She kept speaking like that.
After all, she was their mother.”
“Then Krishna responded: ‘Oh Gandhari, why do you cry? In fact,
your husband Dhritharashtra was not eligible to be the king of
this kingdom because he was born blind. You know that a blind man
cannot be king. Though he has had no right, he has served as king
for this long. Then you followed his footsteps. Because your
husband was born blind, you blinded your own eyes by tying a cloth
over them. As a result, you have not seen your own children. You
did not bless your own children; so how can you expect them to be
blessed by outsiders? Children who did not receive the blessings
from their mother, how do you expect them to receive the blessings
of God? You are mistaken.’”
When Bhagavan narrated this instance from the Mahabharata,
everyone was very much touched.
Baba gave another example. It is a short story. It seems that a
blind fellow had a child. This blind man’s wife had to go to work.
Before going to work, the wife told her blind husband, “Look here,
I'm going. If the child cries, please feed the child the milk.”
The blind fellow said, “What does milk look like?”
The wife said, “Don’t you know? Milk is white.”
“Oh, I see. What do you mean by white?” Because he was a blind
fellow, he asked, “What is white?”
The wife said, “Like a crane.”
“OK, but what is a crane?”
The woman started acting like this. (Anil Kumar demonstrates by
flapping his arms) (Laughter) The fellow was blind. With her hands
bent, in the form of a crane, she started giving these
instructions to her blind husband.
So it was like this. The blind king, Dhritharashtra, knew the
Truth, but he did not follow the Truth. It is something like a
person who has drowned, and thereafter cannot speak. Because
Dhritharashtra was totally drowned in the water of attachment, he
could not speak.
How to practise Truth?
Then I said, “Swami, how nicely You are speaking about Truth!
Nobody can speak the Truth like You, because You are Sathya Sai.
Sathya is Truth. Swami, how do we practise this Truth? I want to
know. Truth is great. You have explained it wonderfully. But how
do we practise Truth?”
Baba said, “Very simple.”
“Oh, I see! How, Swami?”
“Just as two plus two equals four, so also Truth is simple and
definite. There’s no confusion; there is no ambiguity. You can
follow it straightaway.”
Drawing and Pulling towards You
In the meantime, Swami concentrated His looks on the devotees.
Then He looked back at us and said, “See! Seventy-one devotees
from Russia are here. Watch them from here. They are all sitting
there with full concentration, thinking only of Swami. You watch
them! Boys, you do not know. There are numbers of devotees in
Russia today. Most of them have Baba’s photos in their offices and
in their houses.”
Then I said, “Swami, just as You did as Shirdi Sai, tying a thread
to the feet of a parrot, You are driving, drawing and pulling
towards You. From all over the world, You have pulled all of Your
devotees to Your Lotus Feet.”
Swami’s teachings that day seemed to be full of philosophy. They
were very deep and full of seriousness.
Three Boys from Mexico
Then Swami started revolving in His chair. As you know, Swami
usually sits in a revolving chair. Suddenly He called three
foreigners (young men) to come close. They came jumping! It was
very interesting to watch them make their way towards Baba. They
came from a long distance, full of devotion to Swami.
When Swami calls any foreigner, I feel like taking video photos of
him, as every fellow is so full of happiness, like a
thousand-candle bulb. Wow! (Laughter) These boys were jumping like
that, really! It’s not easy. It is so nice to watch. When Swami
calls them for an interview, usually I sit there - you’ve seen me.
These people go in and they are so happy. Hmm. (Laughter) Hmm. So
happy, ah!
So, Swami called the boys. They were jumping like lambs almost.
Swami asked them, “Where do you come from?” Of course, He already
knew.
They said, “Mexico, Swami.”
“Uh-hmm, Mexico. Oh, I see. What are you doing in Mexico?”
Swami asked one boy specifically, “What are you doing, boy?”
“Ah, electronic engineer.”
“Hmm. Boy, what are you doing?”
“Running a business, Swami.”
“Ah, business! And you, boy?”
“I'm a professor at the University of Mexico.”
“Oh, I see! I see. What do you want? Come on, ask Me, I’ll give it
to you!”
You must have already understood that though I called them ‘boys,’
they were really grown-ups. After all, no one wants to be called
an ‘elderly gentleman’. We are all ‘children’, particularly in
front of Swami.
They said, “Swami, we want You! We want You!” They said this in
one voice, in unison.
Then Swami said, “When are you going? When are you going back to
Mexico?”
“Umm, April 25th, Swami.”
“Why are you here? Why have you come here?”
One of the fellows from Mexico said, “Swami, we wanted to spend
our vacation with Swami. We wanted to spend our holidays with
Swami, so we have come.”
Then Swami said, “All right, you go and sit.” Before they left, He
said, “I’ll call you tomorrow. Be ready, be ready! I’ll call you.”
When Swami said, “I’ll call you. Be ready”, I should tell you that
the chaps did not walk. They started floating! (Laughter) Just to
watch them was an education. Yes, I was very happy.
Then Swami looked at us and said, “See those foreigners? How happy
they are! Look at their faces - always smiling. See? These
foreigners spend their time most usefully here in Prashanti
Nilayam. Oh boys, you know that after bhajans they all go sit in a
circle and they discuss Sai’s message. They also practise bhajans
and they meditate. They spend their time very usefully. You should
know these things.”
Individual, Social and Spiritual Values
In the meantime, Swami looked to the side and called one boy,
“Come here boy. What are you studying?”
“Swami, PhD.”
“Hmm. Doctorate?”
“Yes, Swami.”
“I see. What is your subject?”
“Value-based society, Swami.”
“Oh-ho! Value-based?”
Immediately, I took a chance, “Swami, one doubt.”
In fact, He was talking to the student, but I interrupted because
that fellow might not ask. Swami might leave and we might not have
another chance to know certain facts. If He doesn’t like it, the
most He will say is, “Hey, shut up! Sit down. Time’s up!” That’s
all. It doesn’t matter; if we get some information, it’s worth it.
“Swami, I have one doubt.”
He said, “Yes, what is it?”
“What are individual values, what are social values and what are
spiritual values? Individual values, social values and spiritual
values, are they complimentary or are they contradictory? I want
to know.”
Baba said, “Those which do not change, which remain permanent over
the ages, the values of the past, present and future, are the
fundamental values. They are the spiritual values. The values that
change from time to time, which depend upon the norm, the customs
and the practises of the society are the social values. The
individual conduct, the individual behaviour practised by each
person for the progress and advancement of the individual, and
also as a contribution to society for its welfare, are the
individual values.”
“Swami, it’s very interesting!”
“You know,” Bhagavan said, “Clouds come and vanish, but the sky
remains. There may be a pot and a lid, but both are made of the
same clay. Similarly, spiritual values establish the undercurrent
of continuity, the unity in diversity in society. Spirituality and
spiritual values will never lead to diversity. They will never
lead to plurality. Unity is the theme and the aim of spiritual
values.”
In the meantime, the music started and Bhagavan got up from the
chair. Holding His orange robe with one hand, He gave a beautiful
smile and started walking slowly, gently and majestically towards
the bhajan hall.
Sai Ram, Sai Ram, Sai Ram!
Om Loka Samastha Sukhino Bhavantu
Loka Samastha Sukhino Bhavantu
Loka Samastha Sukhino Bhavantu
Om Shanti, Shanti, Shanti
Jai Bolo Bhagavan Sri Sathya Sai Baba Ji Ki
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