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"I am no longer your Sathya. I am
Sai."
20th October 1940
From: Sathyam Shivam Sundaram
The Life of Bhagavan Sri Sathya Sai Baba
by Prof. N. Kasturi
On the 20th day of October, 1940,
the day after they all returned from Hampi by special bus,
Sathyanarayana started for school as usual. The Excise Inspector
of the place, Sri Anjaneyulu who was very much attached to the
little Baba, accompanied Him, as far as the school gate and went
home, rather reluctantly. He seemed to see a superb halo, round
the face of Baba that day and he could not take his eyes away
from that enchantment. Within a few minutes, Baba too turned
back to the house. Standing on the outer doorstep, he cast aside
the books He was carrying and called out, "I am no longer your
Sathya." "I am Sai." The sister-in-law came from the kitchen and
peeped out; she was almost blinded by the splendour of the halo,
which she saw around Baba's head! She closed her eyes and
shrieked. Baba addressed her, "I am going; I don't belong to
you: Maya has gone; My Bhakthas are calling Me; I have My Work;
I can't stay any longer." And, so saying, He turned back and
left in spite of her pleadings. The brother hurried home on
hearing all this; but, Baba only told him, "Give up all your
efforts to 'cure' Me; I am Sai; I do not consider Myself related
to you." Neighbour Sri Narayana Sastri heard the noise; he
listened and realised that it was something serious; he ran in;
he saw the splendour of the 'halo' and fell at Baba's feet. He
too heard the Historic Declaration, "Maya has left; I am going;
My work is waiting."
Seshama Raju was nonplussed; he
could scarce collect his wits to meet this new situation. A boy,
just fourteen, talking of Bhakthas, Work, Maya, and the
Philosophy of Belonging! He could think of only one plan: Sathya
was entrusted to him by the parents and it was therefore his
task to inform them; Sathya could leave the house, only after
they came to Uravakonda.
But, Sathya would not step into
that building again; He moved out into the garden of Excise
Inspector's Bungalow, and sat on a rock, in the midst of the
trees. People came into the garden from all directions bringing
flowers and fruits; the tope resounded to the voices of
hundreds, singing in chorus the lines that Sathya Sai taught
them. The first prayer that He taught them that day was, as many
still remember,
Maanasa bhajare
gurucharanam
Dusthara bhava saagar a tharanam
"Meditate in thy mind on
the Feet of the Guru; that can take you across the difficult
sea of Samsara."
His classmates wept when they
heard that Sathya will no longer attend school, that He was much
beyond their reach, that His company was hereafter only for
those upon whom He showers His Grace. Many came to the garden
with incense and camphor, to worship Him. Some came to
sympathise with the family, some to congratulate them. Some came
to learn and some, alas, even to laugh!
Three days passed thus in that
garden; three days of Bhajan and Namasankirthan. A photographer
came with a camera; he wanted Baba to remove a crude stone that
was right in front of Him but Baba did not pay heed to that
prayer. He clicked nevertheless and lo! As can be seen from the
picture of that photograph given in this book, the stone had
become an image of Shirdi Sai Baba! But only in the photograph,
not for all assembled there.
http://beaskund.helloyou.ws/askbaba/sathyamsivamsundaram/s1006.htm
The first Photograph taken after
the Declaration, 1940
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